I felt kinda artistic today, so I kinda wanted to take pictures and illustrate how my day usually goes along, so here it is.
When was the last time I posted on this series?
Also, before you scream hate and all, you can just skip this if you find it triggering. I’m just venting out in my online diary. Anyway, it’s 2018;
Hey guys. I’ll cut the bullshit.
If you ask me what’s up with a gap of 3 weeks, I’d probably answer the same. ‘Nothing much.’
Nice to meet you! I’m Rui Yamazaki, 23 years young and beautiful! Well, that latter part is for you to examine for yourself. Don’t really care. I had a good education, recently graduated and now I’m working at a Lingerie Designing Company. I was really nervous at first, but I am to make the best lingerie ever!
Long story short, I’m demotivated, and this work is unfinished. Not even the slightest bit of action or sensible story.
“I’m 21. I’m young yet I’m a failure. Hikikomori. Stopped school. I haven’t seen my friends for quite a while too. Wonder how they’re doing with their work? Oh yeah, my friend’s daughter’s birthday is coming up. I’m probably gonna be toxic cause I have no one to talk to. The squad’s not going too. Better not go then. Sorry, friend C.
On the other hand, how did it turn out this way? I’ve grown quite introverted and shy around everyone. Meanwhile, Karin nee-chan is just a couple of years older than me, and she’s in a good school and an existing social circle. Man, we’re total opposites.”
I was browsing through my own blog (wow you must have a lot of viewers), and I saw that the last time I did L.o.a.N. was early June. So, I thought, might as well just write anything to continue the series.